Ashin is super cute la. Haha.
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Anyway, my bad tummyache is back. Must have eaten wrong stuff or my immunity system is going down the slope.
OLD LIAO LA AIYO.
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Din't go doc. Cuz the damn one is closed.
Idiot. I hate tasteless food. =x
Someone savee me!
Oh gosh. Shouldn't be thinking about food. Cuz I am fat.
Hhahahahahahahhaa.
IDIOT.

I had fun at HKNCO this morning, but contradictingly, my day ended in a damn way.

We laughed like mad.

And I loved it.

=)

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Went down to XiangLin with Kevin and KaiBoon cause XL having performance later and I had nothing to do while waiting for him to call.

*Anyway, forgive me for this stupidly short entry cuz I have no mood at all.*

Followed them to PS there and he came to meet me.

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Went Cathay to have BillyBombers and off to FarEast to get my shoes.

Oh well, I bought my shoes. And we went home within 30mins cause he told me he having sorethroat and wanna go home.

So, I was SIAN-ed like shit.

I wonder how it is like to have Jay Chou as my boyfriend.

HAHAHHAHA.

Ain't that coool? lol.

Dream on.

Ya Sry. I can't help.

I had fun with him today.
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School was like a fridge's freezer. Freaking freezing cold. =.='' I can feel myself shivering, my teeth cluttering or whatever [HAHA] and those tiny hair at the back of my neck standing like they're singing their own national anthem. =x
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Went to find him after school at Orchard. Saw him with his friends, and his friends seem to be shocked to see me. Haaa. I saw weird expressions. lol.
Had lotsa fun on our way home. He imagined as if he's driving his own car. Look like those primary 1 kids trying very hard to imagine that the cardboard they have is a super sports car and started imitating how those drivers drive. Get what i mean?? Turning the imaginary wheel, shifting the imaginary gear, pulling the imaginary break and stuff. Made his own sound effect somemore. =.=
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Alright. There's so many things that i wanna do!
Change my hair colour.
Bla bla bla blabla.. And stuff. SOOO PLENTY PLENTYY~
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You say it's a secret and told me not to tell anybody. But you din't say that i can't tell everybody!
Anybody is different from everybody. Right, daryl??
Wahahahaha.
As if I've said anything. Woooooo.
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Chill man. He told me that many ppl are reading my blog.
But i doubt so. o.0
Take Care YA!
=D

Not feeling well at all today. =( Like, AGAIN??!

Maybe I ate the wrong stuff.

Besides being tired, my stomach was aching like nobody's business today.

I FELT SO FREAKING WEAK.

Or maybe, those bacteria and stuff in my stomach is having a party. =x

WALAO EH. What a day la.

I felt cold in bus, on train, in lab, in CO room, when walking, when sitting down; I felt cold all the time.

And I spent like 5 minutes climbing the stairs leading to SB.

Can you imagine that?

That is also one of the reasons why I was late for lesson.

Lesson at 8am and I reach at 9.

Of cause, i sneaked in. Haha.

Not funny though. MIDI due date posponed till next Friday. Cool.

Had GEM.. Boring as usual.

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OMG. I can feel something going wrong again.

Smack you la. Stupid stomach. =.=

I broke a record i tell you.

Today's visit to the ladies is the longest.. What a record. =x

I din't go to school today. Too freaking tired.

Went to find him instead.

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He irritated me again today.

Don't wanna talk bad. So i choose not to say. You wanna know you go ask him. =.=

Good bye.

Hope i can make it for lessons tml.

Wah tired tired tired tired tired tired!!!

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Performance for XiangLin yesterday. Kinda funny i tell you.

The auntie waitress there is damn 'cute'.

Auntie: What drink you want??

Kevin: What drink you all have?

Auntie: Only got or-leng [orange].

*Then auntie proceed to pour the or-leng into Kevin's glass without hesitate.

My expression then was.. o.0

LOL.

Then the auntie started to promote her or-leng to everyone.

She went round the table saying "or-leng ah? or-leng" and noded in agreement, with herself.

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Too much to say. HAha.

Im just tired. Don't know whether to go school or not. =x

Today's really not my day. Practically nothing went well.

First it was HaoSong, sending me all those fucking messages. As in, messages with 'fuck' everywhere. Apparently, he was pissed at someone who din't reply him. Asked him to sit down and talk nicely about it. At least make the effort to solve it peacefully! No point being so mad and then do stuff that you think the other party deserved it. It's never-ending la.

Please don't let anger overcome your brain. Be more sensible.

There's no point in doing the wrong stuff then apologise afterwards. What's done can't be undone. So it's like I slapped you and say sorry.

No point.

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Then it was that Boon, looking down at SPCO. Keep trying to pull ppl to TPCO's concert and started comparing SPCO to TPCO. Say what SPCO's is at SP auditorium while TPCO's at Singapore Conference Hall so it's better to go for TPCO's rather than SPCO's.

WTF.

So what if TPCO's at SCH.

Even if it is meant to be a joke, I am really pissed about it la.

TPCO BIG MEH.

Pls la. It's all about respect. We SPCO din't say anything like that so please stop saying those stuff. It is not a joke okay. Not funny at all.

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Went down to XiangLin with Kevin and Boon.

Was suppose to meet him in the evening. Oh well, at that moment I thought at least there's him to end my day a lil right. But no, it doesn't turn out that way.

He told me that he couldn't meet me coz' his friend would be angry. So.. what about me?

Im irritated. In another word, pissed.

NVM.

Went to meet my parents and cousin then.

He was at Bugis. And Im there with my parents too. But i have no intention to go and find him. I figured out that there's no point in me seeing him for a few seconds, and especially when Im pissed. Adding on to that, Im irritated by other stuff that are mentioned above as well.

So I might just erupt like a volcano and it does no good at all.

I don't wanna stress him up. I don't wanna stress myself up too.

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Today's seriously not my freaking day.

Everything went fucking wrong. =(

GRRRRRRRR.

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Let me tell you how busy I am.

Monday -> School from 10am to 4pm. Going down to XiangLin straight after that. Performance till late.

Tuesday -> Lesson from 9am to 2.30pm. Hafta do damn MIDI assignment after that if labs are available.

Wed -> 8am to 12nn for lessons. 1pm to 3pm for dumb GEM. 3pm to 8.30pm for SPCO.

Thurs -> Lesson till 6pm. So there goes my day.

I am only free on Friday.

It seriously freaks me out.

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So many things went wrong recently.

First is that bastard that maligned him. And I swear that I will rip him/her apart and burn him/her alive when the truth is out. I tell you this is no joke. Im getting more and more aggresive.

Next is my pipa. ='(

Then now is this.

Wtf la.

DO YOU THINK IT'S DAMN FUN TO HAVE ALL THESE HAPPENING IN A ROW STRAIGHT?

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I feel so.. not in the mood. Sad sad sad.. =(

My pipa doesn't sound like MY pipa anymore. The sound quality of it changed. Maybe it's because of the dampness.

Though it never get wet, but the dampness is there.

Now it sound so flat and.. damp?? Gosh. Cannot describe.

How how how how how. Aiyooo. Hais.

This feeling really.. sucks.

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Went XiangLin today for practice, and throughout i really feel damn.. sucky? hah.

Percussion practice tml at HongKah.

Performance at night on Monday.

REMT due on Monday.

MIDI due on Friday, and I haven't start a single thing.

REMT 4 assignment out.

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How will you feel if you're me?

Bang wall laaaa. >.<

Im kinda pissed. Not by him, but by some damn bastard that maligned him.

Wtf.

When I found out who the hell you are, I'll make sure that you'll get it from me too. It's not something that you can anyhow say.

Don't fool around with me damn.

Im officially pissed!!

*Grrr*

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Matt. Maybe you don't mean it. But ya.. after reading your blog entry today, I feel even worse.

Not as if i want all these to happen..

Gosh whatever.

I think whatever i say now, there'll be some elements of it that makes me sound even more bad than before.

So I shall just keep quiet..

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Fuck you la bastard.

YOU'RE HUNTED.

Stupid him called me at 3am this morning, and wake me up from my sleep =x

Seee la. I so tired for the whole day.

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Lesson was alright. I completed my song. Crappy song. Hahaha.

Met him after school for lunch at Clementi.

Then bus-ed back. LONG RIDE LOR.

But funny.

He tried looking at girls but I took his specs out. I tried looking at guys and he covered my eyes. =.='' Cuz I have no specs. Haaaaha.

Went to his house and his mum couldn't recognise me. lol. Jackie is bota now. Hahaha. But still rmb who i am. =D Clever right! And I seriously think that he loves me plenty cuz he has been trying to kiss me eversince I step into his house.

Boooo. Told you he loves me. =x

Studied awhile and off to home.

TIREEDDDDDD.

And I haven't finish studying la.

MIDI at 8am tml. I for sure late. =D And there's no school on Thursday, if i decided to skip MUST. ACTS is cancelled for this week. Hohoho

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I realised that I haven't start doing my MIDI assignment. HELL. Hafta hand in on next monday. And next monday there's performance for XiangLin.

Tiring weekend again.

But i shall enjoy.

=D

Theme Hospital is like SOOOOOOOOO FUN.

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I felt as if Im running a fever, but my temperature reading is 37.1DC. Meaning Im not having a fever. Maybe my body's cold? Haha.

I can feel my head growing bigger.

MUST BE THAT DAMN HEADACHE LA.

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And I die die also hafta go school tomorrow. Or else i can see Babes Conde and Jimmy Jap killing me. Cuz my attendence for their lessons are on and off and on and off. =x

Bless me laaa.

My throat sore like shit. Oh gosh. Shit doesn't sore. Well.

My throat sore like charcoal!! =D

haha.

Was late for 15mins when meeting Kevin this morning. But SenRong was much much later. So it's not my fault!!

Bus-ed to KaiBoon's house to meet him and get the drums into a cab before cabbing down to BrasBasahComplex.

Anyway, today wasn't our day.

The openning was alright, but the damn rain came.

Apparently, BBC doesn't have a good drainage system and the ground weren't even still. It started flooding and we gotta move all our instruments to avoid the rain from damaging them.

My pipa was still alright. Just a lil tiny winny bit of the cover was wet.

But one of the drums wasn't that lucky. The sound quality of it changed. You know, that damp sound. And one of the NanYin pipa was spoilt. =S

Aiya, SUAY LA. Somemore Im down with flu and cough.

Whole day in a sick mood. =(

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Took sl's bus to the next location for another performance. Luckily Im not involved.

Left at around 5plus and I bus-ed home. So sick.

Waited at home for him to come. Oh, Im starving at the same time. haha.

Damn rain. Make me sick and lose my appetite. =X

Went to eat with him.

^^*

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Im still freaking sick.

DAMN IT LA.

...

你明白，但却不是完全的明白。
因为你所不知道的还很多。所以，你不明白。

Many many thoughts have been running through my mind recently. This is stressful, gosh.

I wish there's someone who i can rely on. Definitely not my family members. You know why if you're real close to me.

Really.

Fascinated. Smile.

Cried.

GONE.

Happy Birthday to CX!!

It's 9 Nov. LAO LIAO ORHH!!!

hahahahaha.

Enjoy ur day.

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Thursday already. 4 days into E-learning and I've yet to complete my work. =x Gonna pia like mad today. After i wake up. Hahahaha.

There's REMT, MIDI [which i have no idea what am i suppose to do] and.. ACTS assignment? Yea. And I haven even touch my keyboard. =( OOOO. There's still MUST!!

OMG. SOMEONE BLESS ME PLEAAASSSEEEEEE. =D

K la. Go sleep already.

Good night. =)

WOOOO. Had a nice day at co today~

Not much of practice. Most of the fun came from the celebration! Haha. At the beginning of every month, we will be having a celebration for those who're having their birthday on that particular month. Today's celebration is for Oct and Nov babies.

Bought a small small cake and we first started of with singing of Bday song and stomach-ing the cake.

Then there's game.

Some of them not so sporting though. Hah. But nvm la. Need time to warm up. =x

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Anyway, here's a picture of us. The old ones there.

From left to right.

KaiBoon, HaoSong, Richard, Kevin, ME, Joel, QunHui and Xie Jia Hui Lao Shi.

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Apparently, all of them wore white except for me and Joel. Weird. Din't coordinate but still, they turned up with the same color.

Aiyo! Can stop wearing white or black?? =x

Im always the odd one out. =( Cuz i don't really have any white or black top.

So unfair! haha

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Anyway, I saw the new Guess series. The red wallet and the white bag. Goshhh. The white bag is damn freaking beautiful!

Aww. Only if im not broke. haha

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E-learning week! Gonna pia like crazy!

Recording at studio on Wednesday.

Performance for XiangLin on Saturday.

o.0

Im nt very sure about the programme though. Hohohohoho. =x

December approaching!

And I wanna go Bangkok during Dec before Christmas.

Anyone wanna go with me? haha.

Btw, someone please help me think of the most budget way to get there, since im so freaking broke. lol.

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Gosh. You can never judge a book by its cover. Some people appear to be innocent and nice but deep down inside them, their little devils are so freaking active.

They can scare the shit out of you when they surface, I tell you.

Learn to judge a book by its content then.

So, read with guard. =x

I overslept. Woke up at 8am when my lesson starts at 8am. So obviously, I went for the 10am lesson instead.

Reach lab 5 mins earlier then realise that my thumbdrive wasn't in my doggie's tummy. !!

That's still alright. I can afford to lose it cuz I saved my files on the network too. But that damn mac Im using initially fail to start cubase, saying that there's an error. Scare me like shit la. I gotta redo my whole song if my file cant open. Luckily Im clever enough to try another computer. But that computer failed to even on, and got noisy instead. Im sooo scared that it gonna explode. =x See la so suay.

The 3rd com works for me though.

Told Matthias about my lost thumbdrive and woooo, he found it for me.

So glad so happy so delighted! haha. Thanks a lot ya.

Met Mich for lunch.

*BEN YOU PS!!*

We decided to skip GEM. Too stupid for us to go. So bus-ed down to Orchard for retail therapy.

Mich intro me to this nice bakery at Lido. Too nice to be true. I love it.

Shopped around at FarEast.

Bought nothing. Too broke.

She wanted to have a haircut, but I cant bear to part with my current hairstyle.

After walking the whole of FEP, she took a bus home and I went to take train. Not as if I enjoy taking train but it is the fastest way for me to get home.

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Been practising my pipa for hours. Im kinda depressed! My skill seem to be deteriorating.

Getting lousier and lousier. ARGH.

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Went out at around 9+ or 10pm to teach Suheng how to play the guitar. C maj Chord. =x
Then he drove me around in his car. Gosh I love it so much. So relaxing.

My first time sitting in my friend's car.

Can see that he really take good care of his car eh..

Reached home at around 11.30pm and sit around doing nothing till now.

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Get your priorities right. What's yours?

awww. I need a break. =(